i’ve been perplexed and frustrated about how to pray for a long time. i thank God all the time for all my blessings. i got that part down. i talk to Him about what’s happening in my life. but when it comes time to ask for something that i want, i have no idea what …
Month: September 2010
every time i need a good cry, i watch the movie “steel magnolias.” it is devastating. beautiful, sweet, funny, wonderful, but terribly sad. on average, i’d say that i watch it once a month. and have for about 10 yrs. i know every line. and i’ve been wanting to get back on stage. a while …
fighting through a lot of anger this week. having trouble being loving and gracious to the prego coworkers who can talk of nothing else. and i can’t help but look at them with fear and pity as they’re sharing their joyous news with everyone in the building and are only 5 wks along. today when …
it must be very hot work, that making eggs. because my ovarian-baby-juice-making-complex is on overdrive with the clomid. hot flashes galore! i was getting all cocky that i had gotten through this round without side effects and then BLAMMO! outside temperature is 80, inside temp is 1000. i feel bad for all the menopausal folks …
this would have been an even worse day without the therapy i sustained last night. 🙂 it’s SO good to talk about yourself for an hour and not to have to worry about anyone else’s concerns. it’s not being fat headed, but rather productively sharing. to hear from an expert that i’m not crazy at …