from robb…. the accumulation of doubt and triumph resulted in tears of joy when i saw a little flicker on the ultrasound screen. it was immediate and unmistakable. our baby has a heartbeat and is more than likely going to be born in june. for reasons beyond my comprehension God has carried me in His …
Month: October 2010
this whole time, these years of trying and losing and hurting and wanting to make sense of it all…i just kept hoping there was some divine reason for it. something that could be gained after all that we had lost. last week a coworker who is 11 wks pregnant started bleeding heavily. she was, of …
so yesterday, i had an ultrasound. 6 wks 6 days. AND THERE WAS A HEARTBEAT!!!! and i measured exactly where i should for this far along. i know i’m not at all out of the woods yet. but this bodes well! and i’m feeling nauseous all the time! it’s wonderful. robb cried when we say …
called in tonight and my beta hcg is over 6,000! that’s a definite pregnant anyway. don’t know much else yet. from the vague numbers i can find on line, it seems that at this stage i should be anywhere from 500-10,000…and i’m in that mix, so i’m really hopeful that this is a good sign. …
scary, disappointing morning. made an appt to visit my ob/gyn this morning really hoping for a heart beat to ease my mind, or at least some labs to make sure things are progressing along. ultrasound showed no movement. this, of course, stopped my heart. but the tech and the MD both said i was …
all the symptoms are here, but it still could be so many things. i am urinating all the time, my breasts feel like they’ve been caned (or how i would imagine caning might feel), i’m nauseous and hungry both and i’m taking a lot of naps. and, of course, there was the positive urine pregnancy …
hot flashes are for the birds. i wouldn’t actually wish them on birds. with Clomid, i’ve been getting raging hot flashes that last about 1 1/2 wks during my cycle. it happens so randomly, and so completely, it feels like i am blushing from head to toe or like i just ran up 10 flights …