Reluctantly Excited

all the symptoms are here, but it still could be so many things.

i am urinating all the time, my breasts feel like they’ve been caned (or how i would imagine caning might feel), i’m nauseous and hungry both and i’m taking a lot of naps.

and, of course, there was the positive urine pregnancy test last saturday.

but all of this could still just be a chemical pregnancy, an empty sac, a hysterical pregnancy, etc, etc.

i am so afraid to be happy for fear that i will feel like a dope when i get crushed again.

God, please save this baby.

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