sometimes i get really tired and feel really bad for myself. and you know i hate to admit all this because, damn do i want to be a warrior, but i more want to be clear and honest on this blog so that when i look back, i can really see what this time was …

i want to remember it all, i know this time of life with wee young kids who want to be with me all the time goes fast. i have heard friends with older kids say they long to just hold their children in their tiny states one more time. kiss tiny hands and hear tiny …

my self actualization is destroying my house. it’s a total mess and i’m trying not to care. all the good work that i’m doing on the inside to be patient with myself, loving and forgiving, less anxious, to keep my priorities in order and BELAX, MOMMY… all that puppies and sunshine and shit is interior …

our sweetest anna turns 1(one!) this week, so we got her first haircut and had her a birthday party this weekend. she handled both beautifully.  i really love this picture because it looks like baby’s first tragus piercing or neck tattoo. but trust, mr. pete, hair stylest to the tiny stars, was just smoothing out …